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A Delooze News Item
By Matthew Delooze
This news is for those that know me or those that have been on a journey of spiritual enlightenment.
Those that know of me know of the Parables I have delivered in the past. I am delivering another one today. I realise only too well that most folks won’t give any parables a second thought, least of all those delivered by me. But I don’t really deliver them for the many. I only deliver them when I have too. Indeed I actually sent a smaller version of the latest parable, I am delivering to you today, to a friend of mine recently. I was initially only going to publish it in my final writings at a later date, but I have changed my mind. I therefore believe that some people somewhere need to read it now.
It was only recently that the subject of fears and doubts over spiritual journeys and any desires truth seekers have in seeking the truth were being discussed between a friend and me, hence the latest parable being created. I believe the process of having many fears and doubts during true spiritual awakenings is unavoidable and any true awakening will be continuously traumatic within the person going through one.
There will always be such a conflict appear within anyone on any journey that involves a spiritual change in a material world.
Over the last few years I have heard from many people that are in severe emotional conflict within themselves, indeed on my travels I have actually ‘seen’ many people that are suffering with emotional conflict within themselves. And of course I only need to look in the mirror, which is always difficult enough on its own with a face like mine, to see emotional conflicts right under my own nose.
“I tell you the truth, no one can ever change their Earthy eyesight or get their hearts to truly direct them without experiencing a traumatic conflict within themselves. Without any conflict within we will remain asleep for eternity, our condition and status will not change ”
The biggest reason for this inner conflict is usually triggered by the strong urges some of us feel, and these urges literally force us to take a spiritual path. But at the same time the same people still have similar urges to remain on a material path that keep things as they were. I tell you the truth when I say the illusion of ‘comfort’ within ourselves only hides the actual spiritual enslavement we have been subjected to for many lifetimes. It should also be remembered that one lifetime is merely a speck of sand in the desert, but this current lifetime is the only window of opportunity to escape the Serpent’s spell. This world of trickery, guile and deception will vigorously fight to prevent any and all souls awakening. I cannot stress that matter enough.
The inner conflict some of us suffer is like continually having a demon on one shoulder and an angel on the other. During these inner conflicts we suffer similar symptoms to what the insane serpent controlled psychiatrists call ‘Bi Polar’ and anyone suffering such inner conflicts and reporting it to a psychiatrist will instantly be doped and then suffer no more ‘inner conflict’, they will simply become a robot, but the inner torments will be subdued. They will still be there but subdued. Which is fine if you want to stop any journey you may believe you are on.
The mood swings taking place during a spiritual awakening do and will create a Fairy Tale situation one minute and a Gothic Horror Story situation the next. Indeed whilst waking up we usually end up flicking in and out of some kind of twilight zone in where one minute we see the so-called conspiracy fruitcakes as being right and see so-called normal people as being crazy. But then the next minute the inner conflicts make us see the normal people as being right and the fruitcakes as being … well crazy fruitcakes. And so on an so forth, continually switching from one viewpoint to another, one minute you are spiritual and see you need to follow a spiritual path the next you are wallowing in the comforts that cause the enslavement of the human race. It all depends on your viewpoint and which shoulder makes the best argument.
“But my friend we are not looking at fruitcakes on one shoulder or normal people on the other during these experiences, we are only ever looking at our self.” It is futile to hate one shoulder and love the other and eternally switch allegiances when it suits. The only person trying to convince you of anything is YOU. And at the end of the day it is only ever you that convince you of anything once the inner conflicts are in full flow. And the ultimate inner conflicts will hit us all one day. “ On that day neither the perceived fruitcake or the perceived normal person matter. It is only you and how you perceive yourself that matters”
I’m certainly not here to preach to people on what journey’s they take. I don’t live in their shoes on a daily basis. But I do know many people suffer in silence everyday as they try to cope with such conflicting scenarios swapping and changing within them and around them. I also know one shoulder sometimes ‘out shouts’ the other and we go along with it, but it is and will always be inevitable that we will always end up believing that we have listened to the wrong voice on the wrong shoulder and so change tracks again, which will leave us and will always leave us more confused than ever.
I believe the battle is currently within us and always has been, it is not a battle for or between demons or angels on our shoulders, it is a battle for our own soul and a battle for our own freedom, and neither shoulder is any good to us ‘at this time’ apart from both of them intermittently and alternatively providing the means to help us at least receive ‘the illusion’ that we are receiving bit a of temporary comfort or a bit of stability on our path.
But I can only say again that the inner conflicts are inevitable and will increase.
So I believe if anyone has ‘stability’ on the path to break the serpent’s spell, and breaking serpent’s spells is what I have been sent here to help people do, then they are definitely not on a path to break the serpent’s spell and never will be. I’m not here to help anyone that does not actually need help.
The only way for me, and others, to really help in that inner battle is to provide the information that will trigger and feed the soul, whilst also laying seeds in the subconscious of those that seek to incubate them and nurture them. I sometimes can only do that through parables that I have authority to write and deliver. (Oh shit, that’s torn it! I must sound like l have a messiah complex again saying that… sorry. It’s a bloody good job no one listens apart from those I love then isn’t it?)
So for those people I love and even those I don’t, I now provide ‘The Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank’.
The Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank, like most proper parables, have multi meaning and are sent to enlighten those that want to be enlightened. The very reason parables are written and becoming actual teachings is because they are meant for those who will given eyes to see at a later date after taking the parable in, or to comfort those with some eyesight already.
The Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank is for both those that will see the authority that sent them and for those that mock and scoff at such things.
I will say on a low level, for those that can listen, that the Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank is about receiving things that help us in ways we don’t and can’t comprehend at the time we receive them. It is also about the powers that provide that help in advance.
The Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank is also linked to a demon and angel on each shoulder situation, in this case personified by the two boys mentioned. But all things in the parable have very important meanings. To those I love the parable is vital. The Parable of the Clogs and Acid Tank is sent to those suffering in this world and who feel confused and alone at this time. Because I humbly tell them they are not alone and although you cannot see the help it is there.
I send the Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank to friends to remind them now, or indeed plant seeds in advance until they have eyesight of their own, that they have already received and will receive help, even though they may not see it, and in more ways than one, but it is always their own heart and their own actions that will seal their fate.
Please take The Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank entirely as you wish. It does not matter to me in the slightest if you see anything in it or you just see it as the ramblings of a fruitcake, and of course how you take it will always depend on which shoulder you listen too anyway, won’t it?
Until next time.
May Love Reign O’er You All.
Matthew Delooze 11th July 2015.